12/3/09 12:38 am - Very boring post of T_T
Anyways, I figured i'd type something, not much since i'm so damned ADHD,,, it sucks so bad...
Anyways i'm gonna ramble for a second. FORGIVE MY HORRID GRAMMAR, i'm am not really looking at the monitor and i'm dizzy and half asleep
My head hurts. hands arms, all that stuff.
Tired of same ol same old,,, i need to make some changes in my life or else i'm going to keep doing sameolsameold for the rest of my damned life..
It's so hard to change...
I can't believe i havn't changed much in these recent years,,, many people i know/knew,,, gotten married, having fun in life, or at least having lives,,,
Me,, i haven't truly attempted that yet, due to being so damned introverted,, it really sucks.
Sometimes i just feel like "Things" will make me happy,, they do in a way,,, but i don't know.
I don't need to think that they are the only thing that can make me happy...
I don't need to think that they will bring me true happiness.
I need to set up priorities,, if i CAN!?!? I need to have and follow "set up priorities" on my priorities list, WHEREEVER THAT IS..
i am hoping next year will be a change of that... SERIOUSLY T_T
Anyways i'm gonna ramble for a second. FORGIVE MY HORRID GRAMMAR, i'm am not really looking at the monitor and i'm dizzy and half asleep
My head hurts. hands arms, all that stuff.
Tired of same ol same old,,, i need to make some changes in my life or else i'm going to keep doing sameolsameold for the rest of my damned life..
It's so hard to change...
I can't believe i havn't changed much in these recent years,,, many people i know/knew,,, gotten married, having fun in life, or at least having lives,,,
Me,, i haven't truly attempted that yet, due to being so damned introverted,, it really sucks.
Sometimes i just feel like "Things" will make me happy,, they do in a way,,, but i don't know.
I don't need to think that they are the only thing that can make me happy...
I don't need to think that they will bring me true happiness.
I need to set up priorities,, if i CAN!?!? I need to have and follow "set up priorities" on my priorities list, WHEREEVER THAT IS..
i am hoping next year will be a change of that... SERIOUSLY T_T
